Mayday; literally.

1st May 2010.

Well, the first of May really got me thinking.

Firstly, I didn’t get into Business Adminstration in NUS. I got accepted into Computer Engineering instead which sucks IMO.

Damn.

Secondly, I’m starting to feel the pressure of the freaking tsunami of pictures I haven’t even filtered. It’s like how I am running away from reality like how I am still avoiding it right now.

The last thing that got me thinking even harder was what happened on the roads just now. If not for my dad’s quick reaction /jam braking, I would’ve felt that bitch-ass stupid mother fucker’s lousy ass driving skills right at the passenger seat.

Apart from the impulse swearing and gesturing at that mother fucker right in front of my parents, I somehow had to think that life’s really fragile and filled with uncertainty. I mean I’ve already stared death right in the face once before and duh, I’ve won. But still, I won’t be as lucky to win every other coin toss.

I guess it’s time for me to really step up, to learn to dare take that leap.

I need to find back that courage I once had.